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After 9 months working the London shift, i can’t believe i’m still saying this, i still can’t get use to the lifestyle…. sob sob….it is still affecting people around me…sob sob and i’m sorry….

Honestly, I really like waking up late during weekdays and not having to squeeze with the crazy morning rush hour crowd….however, it all comes with a price….an expensive one….every weekends, i’ve problems waking up early and meeting friends….cos i’m so used to waking up late on weekdays so it’s kinda of hard to adjust to be normal again on weekends….

sob sob…..as much as i love my working hours i hate it as well….as much as i love my job…there are times when i hate it too…

i hope that i can eventually get accustomed to the hours and adjust myself during weekends….please wish me luck…

Feeling: Forever tired.

Natasha Bedingfield - Unwritten Lyrics

I am unwritten, can’t read my mind, I’m undefined
I’m just beginning, the pen’s in my hand, ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your innovations
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Oh, oh, oh

I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines
We’ve been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can’t live
that way

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inner visions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inner visions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten

Oh, yeah, yeah

The last 5 days have been really hectic at work…long hours…heavy workload….big pressure and the best part…i’ve been sick since monday and is still sick…cough cough….

I’m glad that it’s finally Friday…can you believe it….i finish work at about 3.45a.m. today!!! Argh….

But all is good….had a misunderstanding with my boss and thank God that the misunderstanding has been resolved!! Yeah…and  my boss is still very positive in helping me relocate to London…

Well to be honest, i think i’ve been too keen to relocate, so much so that i’ve been distracted by tons of opportunites….but it’s the misunderstanding with my boss that brought light to me again…that i should just focus on one thing at a time…i’ve always been wanting to relocate to London, however during this period…i’ve been given opportunites to venture into Hongkong as well….but right now…i know my goal is clear….it’s either London or nowhere else…hee hee…therefore, i told myself that i’m not going to worry about anything and should be faithfully and diligent in my current work…as well as having faith in my boss to help me relocate as per promised by him….

Feeling: Good

Finally managed to watch TMNT a.k.a Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles!!! When I was young, these turtles used to be my IDOL…my HEROES!!! I remembered during my primary school days…whenever my teacher in Arts class want us to do a mask…i’ll always make a mask of the turtles….I was so excited when i know that a movie was made for them after so many years, when people almost forgotten who these turtles are anymore…..After watching this movie, i fell in love with these turtles again!!! I guess they’ll always be my idol and my superhero!!!

Remember the turtle song??
"Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, teenage mutant ninja turtles, teenage mutant ninja turtles, heroes in a hard shell, turtle power…"

As you all should know that Jason is a single man and i think this singlehood is not doing him any good!!! As i was surfing the net in his room today, Jason started singing…..and the song goes "My Bonnie lies over the ocean, my bonnie lies over the sea…." What the FUCK was that???? Sigh…..IT REALLY SCARE THE SHIT OUT ME!!! Therefore, whoever is reading this right now….please find Jason a girlfriend!!!

http://lexcorpninja.vox.com/library/audio/6a00c2251e73cff21900c2251f0db18fdb.html

Into The Ocean lyrics

I’m just a normal boy
That sank when I fell overboard
My ship would leave the country
But I’d rather swim ashore

Without a life vest I’d be stuck again
Wish I was much more masculine
Maybe then I could learn to swim
Like ‘fourteen miles away’

Now floating up and down
I spin, colliding into sound
Like whales beneath me diving down
I’m sinking to the bottom of my
Everything that freaks me out
The lighthouse beam has just run out
I’m cold as cold as cold can be be

I want to swim away but don’t know how
Sometimes it feels just like I’m falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion… yeah
Let the rain of what I feel right now…come down
Let the rain come down

Where is the coastguard
I keep looking each direction
For a spotlight, give me something
I need something for protection
Maybe flotsam junk will do just fine
the jetsam sunk, I’m left behind
I’m treading for my life believe me
(How can I keep up this breathing)

Not knowing how to think
I scream aloud, begin to sink
My legs and arms are broken down
With envy for the solid ground
I’m reaching for the life within me
How can one man stop his ending
I thought of just your face
Relaxed, and floated into space

I want to swim away but don’t know how
Sometimes it feels just like I’m falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion… yeah
Let the rain of what I feel right now…come down
Let the rain come down
Let the rain come down

Now waking to the sun
I calculate what I had done
Like jumping from the bow (yeah)
Just to prove I knew how (yeah)
It’s midnight’s late reminder of
The loss of her, the one I love
My will to quickly end it all
Set front row in my need to fall

Into the ocean, end it all
Into the ocean, end it all
Into the ocean, end it all
into the ocean…end it all

[Zayra]
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)

I want to swim away but don’t know how
Sometimes it feels just like I’m falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion (yeah)
Let the rain of what I feel right now…come down
Let the rain come down
Let the rain come down

Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
(In to space)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
(I thought of just your face)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)