ihavepmsagain

It’s never easy to say goodbye to your loved ones and leaving them behind for a foreign country you have never been to. I felt really really scared going to London, as much as many people think that I’m very brave to take this step in my life. Trust me, I have my doubts and my fears too. I’m afraid of not being able to make new friends even though people around me have complete faith that this will never be an issue but to me, you never know do you.

I thought I won’t cry cos I was smiling all the way from home to the airport, but after I checked in, I just broke down and cry. I felt really scared but I know this is something that I’ve been always wanted to do, to me it’s really now or never. I told myself that I’ve to brave no matter what happens in London. I’ve my uncertainties and the only thing that keeps me going on at this point is the fact that my good friend Neil will be fetching me from the Heathrow Airport!! At least there is someone I know in London…Thank God…